Changes

It's been a very long time since the last time I've written anything here...
I did say on my last post that I'm going fix my life and actually, I did.
I was able to live, to love, travel from time to time, have a job with a decent pay and now, I've decided to go back to college on the next school year (which is on June).
It's nice to live here in Cebu, I've experienced a lot of things (except Sinulog which is a bummer) and learned a lot specially from the people around me.
There are always set backs of course since the language most people use here is Bisaya, and I felt out of place especially with a group of people. I just drift away sometimes... And this is the reason why I decided to just go back to Manila next month. It's hard to learn if you can't understand them, and for some reason I'm not really interested to learn Bisaya.

But anyway, the reason for the title is that I wanted to tell that this might be my last blog here.
I dunno, after going on hiatus for a few months I realize I can do more things, more productive things if I'm offline. It really sucks I'm not a multi-tasker. I just can't do what others do, able to go out have fun in daytime and surf the net and blog at night. I'm better off when I just focus on a few things, and I decided to just focus to my work and my relationship, and when I go back to Manila; focus on studies and drawings again (I really wish I could, I haven't done anything for a very long time). I should just go online to do research and get inspiration. Yeah, I do feel nice whenever I finish a blog or article specially when somebody comments but really, I'm not much of a writer (I wish I was though). And I realize that most of the popular blogs around here are like ads trying to be a personal blog. I dunno, maybe I'm just following the wrong blogs...

It was nice while it lasted. More than a year of blogging here in Blogger, and I've done nothing much. Of course I won't delete my account, I still like to read on blogs here from time to time. So that's bye bye typing bunch of words that don't mean much, and thank you for all the people who had the time to read my blogs! Sayonara!

Secrets

Secrets

I like keeping secrets.
It makes me feel safe.

I've want to runway, and maybe this time I might be able to do it.
I am old enough to move out my mother's house, the problem is if I have the strength to face this cruel world.
But there's this voice saying to me that I should it, or else I won't be able to make my dreams come true.
And I know my mother will not allow it, unless I secretly runaway.

I've had secret love affairs.
I always had...
From odd to more serious love stories that no one will ever know.
Too many hearts are broken, both mine and theirs.
But still I fall in love so easily.
And there's this one person, a person who reached out his hand...
Now I think I will run away with him.

I've always kept my dreams to myself.
For the sake of being a good daughter for my family.
But now I don't want to live that life anymore.
My mother said I have stopped thinking about my future, that I have stopped going for my dreams.
But no!
When I runaway, the beginning towards my dreams and goals will start in motion.

But then what's keeping me from all of my dreams is myself.


I hate keeping secrets.
It makes me feel more alone.

Day 8, 9 & 10 of Mori Challenge

Lol! It's been almost a month since the last time I posted here. I've been on the rut and I'm trying to fix myself and get a new life. Hopefully the end of October, I'll be able to take care of everything and find work.
Anyway, just to kill time and to make up for the weeks lost....

Day 8 – 10 songs that inspire you for mori

Quelqu'un m'a dit

by Carla Bruni

I don't understand french but this is a relaxing but sad song.

Every Teardrop is A Waterfall

by Coldplay

My feel good song. Coldplay never seizes to impress me with their music and videos.

Sugar Town

by Zoey Deschanel

Love this artist, and this is just to sweet! 

Though there's no music video for this song, this stop motion is pretty cute. :)

To Binge

by Gorillaz ft. Yukimi Nagano

A really relaxing, beach-y song. 

To bad Gorillaz as not as popular as they used to. 

Yellow

by Coldplay

Beautiful song from an amazing band.

Never  Grow Up

 byTaylor Swift

A really sweet song. To bad Taylor Swift Don't usually do music videos on these type of songs.

Mushaboom

by Feist

A feel good song even though I don't really understand it even if  I google the lyrics. :P

Crazy good music video too! 

Between Two Lungs

by Florence + The Machine

I love this song, feels like falling in love.

The Dog Days Are Over

by Florence and The Machine

I prefer the 2008 version of the music video, but I can't find it :(

This song made her skyrocket and be able to perform with the big guns (mainstream artists)

considering she's an indie artist, and that's awesome!

Some Like You 

by Adele

Love, love love this song. Adele's voice is just pure magic.

As you can see I'm more into mainstream, I love listening to Lady Gaga but she doesn't inspire me about the nature and sweet simple things in life.

Also, first time writing a blog on the new layout, it kinda sucks actually. I can't see if my post is auto-saved and too much white can be blinding. Gonna learn about this new layout...

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Day 9 – 10 things you will never do in mori

Hmm... let me rephrase that.

Mori wont stop me from:

1. Being myself

2. Trying out other kinds of fashion

3. Not liking gardening... it's just... not my thing :(

4. Living in the city. Country living is nice, but the city is where you can easily find work.

5. Playing with make-up. Though personally, I'm not into make-up. I just like to 'play' with it sometimes.

Ok... I got nothing else to say :|

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Day 10 – What’s in your bag?

Sorry, no picture -_-;

1. Wallet

2. Cellphone

3. Tiny notebook for my things to-do list and other notes

4. Small Sketchbook, so I can do doodle when I'm bored

5. Pencil case w/ ballpen, pencil and eraser

6. Foldable umbrella

7. Compact mirror

8. Rubbing alcohol,

9. Cologne

10. Earphones

11. I don't usually bring this but for some reason I have a newspaper in my bag, hey I was bored and not in the mood to doodle. But yeah sometimes if my bag is big enough I bring a magazine or book so I won't get bored.

Ok that's it! I'll be lucky If I'm able to post again this or next week. I gotta fix myself first!

Bye for now! ;)